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Why don't I just pull the plug
Drop down onto the rug
Blood splatters beneath my bed
Don't matter cause I've lost my head

Why don't I drive off the cliff
Hit the pedal and make a wish
Sip some scotch as I fly
When I'm gone I'll be burning bright

Wanna die but I can't do it…
Wanna try but I can't feel it…

Why don't I donate my blood
So much I start to faint
Mix it up like tomato soup
and drink it down until you're through

I think I'll tie my head out on a pole
let the kids knock it around
I played when I'm alive
now I'll play when I'm away

Wanna die but I can't do it…
Wanna try but I can't feel it…


from Cowbirds & Cuckoos, Pt. 2, track released November 15, 2009


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